explanation      started winter 2000

early intentions:
various layers of abstract and structured electronic sound, with no relation until mixed

present intentions:
dense urban-noir noise-collage; hybrids; analog and digital / noise / music and sound; dynamic and composed; whatever it needs to be

on recording hiatus since may 2006. to return in 2008 with at least one new release.

selected terms, influences, and related texts:
abrasive electronics; broken sound; urban decay / noir / dread; sexual fetish [onandoff]; desire; longing; desperation; rejection; failure; unwanted feelings; bi-polar disorder; manic depression; overcast weather

force yourself into it, if you must [contradiction].
ugly vs. beauty, with one always out-doing the other.

this has gone on for too long
and i'm beginning to feel like a fool

"so, please tell me . . .

i'll wake up numb; about a minute passes before it starts. usually in the stomach, all the way up the middle, to the heart. it burns like a fucking forest fire. my brain never stops, either. good memories trigger sharp shooting pains, while bleak speculations and visions of the future shatter all hope. constant worry and paranoia. it doesn't end. sometimes it fades, if i walk in a figure 8 pattern for a while -- but it always returns, that fire."

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